Let Go And Let God
Lord knows I'm not perfect even though I spend countless hours trying to make my surroundings that way. I often times get labeled OCD which I don't think many understand is a diagnosable disorder. I guess that's just an easy word for them so it's usually the first one they use when they don't know what else to call it.
Life would be so much easier if we could all just snap our fingers and everything would fall into place and be exactly like how we envisioned. Unfortunately your girl Eve changed perfection for us all when she ate that forbidden fruit. Dang you, Eve! Just kidding. God knew what he was doing when he created her. March is approaching and I know it is going to be a super rough month, like can we just skip next month? Our sweet babe, Emory Grace's due date was supposed to be in March and yet here I am writing this with an empty nursery and tummy. Life is no joke and I am well that everyone has their own cross to bear. Again, God knows what he is doing even when it doesn't feel like it at times. He is in control no matter how bad you want to be the one in the driver seat. It's a hard pill to swallow, not being in control. I guess my "OCD" makes me that way.
I had not come up with a mantra for 2020 yet because I was definitely feeling like I just needed to survive another year, but no more. I'm going to let go and let God this year. I'm going to put my matters of this earth in his hands and loosen the right grip that I have on the steering wheel of my life.
-Azlynn
Life would be so much easier if we could all just snap our fingers and everything would fall into place and be exactly like how we envisioned. Unfortunately your girl Eve changed perfection for us all when she ate that forbidden fruit. Dang you, Eve! Just kidding. God knew what he was doing when he created her. March is approaching and I know it is going to be a super rough month, like can we just skip next month? Our sweet babe, Emory Grace's due date was supposed to be in March and yet here I am writing this with an empty nursery and tummy. Life is no joke and I am well that everyone has their own cross to bear. Again, God knows what he is doing even when it doesn't feel like it at times. He is in control no matter how bad you want to be the one in the driver seat. It's a hard pill to swallow, not being in control. I guess my "OCD" makes me that way.
I had not come up with a mantra for 2020 yet because I was definitely feeling like I just needed to survive another year, but no more. I'm going to let go and let God this year. I'm going to put my matters of this earth in his hands and loosen the right grip that I have on the steering wheel of my life.
-Azlynn
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