Hope
It's hard to even know where to begin. The last few months were the best, but it's tough to think back on them now. How could we be here again? Another miscarriage. Another heartbreak. Another time in my life when someone asks me a question and I immediately look at JT to respond so I don't burst into tears.
I truly can't believe we are here again almost 2 years later. It's mind numbing. Having people feel sorry for us is tough. I don't want to be one of those people. I want to be happy and healthy. I feel lost and alone at the present moment. It's a daily struggle and sometimes I honestly don't know how I get out if bed.
There will be plenty of people who will read this and complain about me choosing to talk about our miscarriage. Guess what? Your opinions about how we choose to grieve are irrelevant. Once I build up enough courage to talk out loud about it becomes cathartic and helps with the healing process. We all have journeys in this life and no two are alike, and for that I am thankful, but at the same time I wish people would understand what we are going through. I wish they could be empathetic, I wish they would take into account how we feel.
Until that day comes, I will continue to share our story in hope that it will reach someone who needs to know that they aren't alone.
-Azlynn
I truly can't believe we are here again almost 2 years later. It's mind numbing. Having people feel sorry for us is tough. I don't want to be one of those people. I want to be happy and healthy. I feel lost and alone at the present moment. It's a daily struggle and sometimes I honestly don't know how I get out if bed.
There will be plenty of people who will read this and complain about me choosing to talk about our miscarriage. Guess what? Your opinions about how we choose to grieve are irrelevant. Once I build up enough courage to talk out loud about it becomes cathartic and helps with the healing process. We all have journeys in this life and no two are alike, and for that I am thankful, but at the same time I wish people would understand what we are going through. I wish they could be empathetic, I wish they would take into account how we feel.
Until that day comes, I will continue to share our story in hope that it will reach someone who needs to know that they aren't alone.
-Azlynn
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