My Sister My Friend

My sister's name is Maegan. We are 5 years a part in age, but we couldn't be closer if you glued us together. That hasn't always been the case. Growing up we would bicker like normal siblings do. Somebody might have fallen off of the treadmill on purpose and someone else might have received a goose egg from a metal baton, but we survived our younger years. Maegan has always been there for me. Every single step of the way she has been there when I needed her and even when I thought I didn't need her she was still there. I can't say the same. I feel like I wasn't always there when she needed me and I truly regret that. It makes me sick to think I wasn't the best sister I could have been and her mind might be filled with memories of when I should have been there for her, but I wasn't. I couldn't emotionally be there for her because I shut that off to anyone. Luckily, Maegan is one of those people who has a heart of gold and loves me despite of.

My Momma and Aunt cry every time they leave each other. They are closer than a hair on a hog and see each other once a year! One time! Praise the Lord for IPhones and video chat though. They video chat every weekend. It's great to see there relationship be so bonded even with multiples states in between them. I knew Maegan and I would eventually have that relationship too. I just had a lot of growing up to do. 

Maegan took a long weekend from work this past weekend and came to spend it with little ole me. It was the best 4 days in a long time. Harlow definitely enjoyed her Aunt Mae-Mae spoiling her too! I enjoyed her being here so much that when she went to leave I hugged her a little extra longer so she wouldn't see those pesky tears I keep telling y'all about well up in my eyes. I felt like my Momma and Aunt do! I didn't want her to leave. She has no idea just how thankful I am for her to be my sister. I couldn't imagine having anyone else as a sibling because no offense, but they wouldn't be able to live up to the standards she has set. I now get to spend the rest of my days being the best sister I can be to her physically and emotionally because she deserves it. Now the next time you see your siblings hug them because they deserve it for putting up with you lol. 

I love you Mae-Mae